OH, hello jolene!
before i forgot.
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Sunday, August 26, 2012
looks like I haven't been blogging in an extremely long time.
well. its the final year now. after 6 years of primary school education, 4 years of secondary school, 3 years old technical education at the polytechnic, 2 years of sweat during national service, and now, 3rd and final year in college.
wow.
its no secret; i'm 24 this year and its considered an "adult" age. guys my age are getting married in most parts of the world, without conscription no doubt.
its impossible for me to bask and hope for puppy love again where there's only movies, dinner and what to do for the next date to care about.
i've missed my chance.
deep down inside i feel some sort of regrets, sadness that its such a shame, what a waste, i did not have this experience that so many youngsters have. the innocence and the sheer joys of having a "girlfriend". in my time it meant that you have someone to hang out with after school and enjoy some mos burger at the heartland malls. (nowadays it just means that once her parents aren't home, you get to bang the hell outta her)
someone to text, yes, SMS, mushy lame love messages to. complete with all those crappy goodnight messages, with funny symbols representing bears, stars... yes those were my time. you get to hold hands and walk along the heartland malls. maybe weekends you'll venture into Bugis Junction?
while playing soccer in school she'll either be watching you at the sidelines or having her CCA, and you'll meet her in a sweaty state, she'll be so turned off but she still smiles. and you will, of course, choose to walk her home, probably taking a longer way.
oh well.
goodnights.
ps. those were what i observed from my friends while we were in secondary school. which is almost 8-10 years back. :) note OBSERVED FROM MY FRIENDS
:(
well. its the final year now. after 6 years of primary school education, 4 years of secondary school, 3 years old technical education at the polytechnic, 2 years of sweat during national service, and now, 3rd and final year in college.
wow.
its no secret; i'm 24 this year and its considered an "adult" age. guys my age are getting married in most parts of the world, without conscription no doubt.
its impossible for me to bask and hope for puppy love again where there's only movies, dinner and what to do for the next date to care about.
i've missed my chance.
deep down inside i feel some sort of regrets, sadness that its such a shame, what a waste, i did not have this experience that so many youngsters have. the innocence and the sheer joys of having a "girlfriend". in my time it meant that you have someone to hang out with after school and enjoy some mos burger at the heartland malls. (nowadays it just means that once her parents aren't home, you get to bang the hell outta her)
someone to text, yes, SMS, mushy lame love messages to. complete with all those crappy goodnight messages, with funny symbols representing bears, stars... yes those were my time. you get to hold hands and walk along the heartland malls. maybe weekends you'll venture into Bugis Junction?
while playing soccer in school she'll either be watching you at the sidelines or having her CCA, and you'll meet her in a sweaty state, she'll be so turned off but she still smiles. and you will, of course, choose to walk her home, probably taking a longer way.
oh well.
goodnights.
ps. those were what i observed from my friends while we were in secondary school. which is almost 8-10 years back. :) note OBSERVED FROM MY FRIENDS
:(
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