that new girl.
i can't quite put a finger to that. but. it gives me a warm fuzzy nice feeling.
its been a long, long time. yes it has.
i........ don't ask for much. i just hope everything turns out the way i wanted.
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Monday, November 14, 2011
i just watched 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》.
no doubt, it brought back a lot of secondary school days memories for me. haha. the entire movie really took me back to the good old days of trying (very hard) to impress girls. and doing really silly things. trying to act cool and all.
those days, we didn't really cared about our studies. all we wanted was to have fun, (try) to stay out of trouble, play soccer, and really above all, get that girl.
i know for a fact 3 of us have a soft spot for this girl. but everyone knew it was only me, not my 2 other frens. hahaha suckers!!
long story short, she got attached to another friend of mine. till now. lol.
that's not the point.
the point (well not anymore after 7 years lol!) is that fooling around in those 2 years, will always be some of the silliest and interesting milestones in my life. most days we'll be thinking in class on how to chase that girl and all.
it was so fun back then.
and now we've all grown up and have our own priorities.
but unlike the movie, we didn't remain best friends or whatsoever.
i think sometimes its just typical of me to bury myself in the stories like these, be it with a ending that most people want or a very sad ending. I'd imagined what and how it would feel to be in the guy's shoes. at least in that part of the universe, there's an alternate ending for me. alternate GOOD ending.
for that 2 hours, at least i can manage a geniune smile.
no doubt, it brought back a lot of secondary school days memories for me. haha. the entire movie really took me back to the good old days of trying (very hard) to impress girls. and doing really silly things. trying to act cool and all.
those days, we didn't really cared about our studies. all we wanted was to have fun, (try) to stay out of trouble, play soccer, and really above all, get that girl.
i know for a fact 3 of us have a soft spot for this girl. but everyone knew it was only me, not my 2 other frens. hahaha suckers!!
long story short, she got attached to another friend of mine. till now. lol.
that's not the point.
the point (well not anymore after 7 years lol!) is that fooling around in those 2 years, will always be some of the silliest and interesting milestones in my life. most days we'll be thinking in class on how to chase that girl and all.
it was so fun back then.
and now we've all grown up and have our own priorities.
but unlike the movie, we didn't remain best friends or whatsoever.
i think sometimes its just typical of me to bury myself in the stories like these, be it with a ending that most people want or a very sad ending. I'd imagined what and how it would feel to be in the guy's shoes. at least in that part of the universe, there's an alternate ending for me. alternate GOOD ending.
for that 2 hours, at least i can manage a geniune smile.
Monday, October 10, 2011
i just browsed through my old photos, both my university junior days and also my poly days..
my poly days, especially, holds more fond memories than my uni days. the 3 damn years with the same guys.... words just can't do justice to what and how i feel...
memories of the life we had in poly, the stupid things we did back then, fooling around, drinking and smoking our lives away...
haha. and now, we are all adults, some of us working, some of us studying, some of us both working and studying.
this is something money cannot buy back. no matter how rich you are.
------
my uni first year got off to a great, i mean, FUCKING GREAT start... joined the orientation camp. got to know so many fucking awesome people.
that girl, too. its something that i should just leave it as it is, the status we are now is just as fine. friends.
university is a huge change from poly. the pace of life is much faster. the people you meet are more varied (partly due to the fact that my tutorial group in poly remains unchanged for the whole damn 3 years and i did not join any CCAs).
i also reconnected with some primary school and secondary school friends there.
but most importantly it is my Enzo friends. they are my core group of niggas and homies and without them, life simply won't be the same again.
how i miss those 6 days of camp.... haha.
and what yihfang had said really makes sense. even though we don't meet up often, but when we do, we reconnect like old friends without any obvious awkward moments. its like, natural.
well but i do feel a tinge of regret. being a senior later on for Enzy, i felt that i didnt do much to help them bond during the camp. more specifically, i felt that i didnt do enough to make them feel that they had great fun in the camp. could be the lack of sleep, maybe. could be the lack of seniors and SAs.
on the other hand, i feel so good and relieved to see that they had bonded tremendously after the camp. (esp when they didnt jio us for their steamboat, knn!) but well its inevitable for cliques to form.
okay i guess i shall go sleep now. with a smile on my face :)
my poly days, especially, holds more fond memories than my uni days. the 3 damn years with the same guys.... words just can't do justice to what and how i feel...
memories of the life we had in poly, the stupid things we did back then, fooling around, drinking and smoking our lives away...
haha. and now, we are all adults, some of us working, some of us studying, some of us both working and studying.
this is something money cannot buy back. no matter how rich you are.
------
my uni first year got off to a great, i mean, FUCKING GREAT start... joined the orientation camp. got to know so many fucking awesome people.
that girl, too. its something that i should just leave it as it is, the status we are now is just as fine. friends.
university is a huge change from poly. the pace of life is much faster. the people you meet are more varied (partly due to the fact that my tutorial group in poly remains unchanged for the whole damn 3 years and i did not join any CCAs).
i also reconnected with some primary school and secondary school friends there.
but most importantly it is my Enzo friends. they are my core group of niggas and homies and without them, life simply won't be the same again.
how i miss those 6 days of camp.... haha.
and what yihfang had said really makes sense. even though we don't meet up often, but when we do, we reconnect like old friends without any obvious awkward moments. its like, natural.
well but i do feel a tinge of regret. being a senior later on for Enzy, i felt that i didnt do much to help them bond during the camp. more specifically, i felt that i didnt do enough to make them feel that they had great fun in the camp. could be the lack of sleep, maybe. could be the lack of seniors and SAs.
on the other hand, i feel so good and relieved to see that they had bonded tremendously after the camp. (esp when they didnt jio us for their steamboat, knn!) but well its inevitable for cliques to form.
okay i guess i shall go sleep now. with a smile on my face :)
Friday, September 16, 2011
hi kim. if you're reading this. LOL!
recess week is coming; its just but a couple of days, probably a week later. its the time for us to take stock of our 1st half of the semester so far.
so far school has been forgiving for me. except for one particular module. i know i shldnt have flunk it, but well.. at least my GPA still maintains above 3.2.
the only reason why i usually come to blog is i've got something on my mind. hmmmm. abit confused. i know i shouldn't sink lower. like some bottomless abyss. its up to myself now to stop and think about my options.
but then again, its just as pointless as to think so much. i should focus on the more important priorities man.
on a side note. i realised i'm listening to class95's love songs. lolol how ironic
so i guess its kinda true what kelvin said:
whatever comes will come your way, fate inevitably plays a part, but its up to you to seize the chance. then again, even if you grab that chance, it might turn out to be something that you might not like at all.
recess week is coming; its just but a couple of days, probably a week later. its the time for us to take stock of our 1st half of the semester so far.
so far school has been forgiving for me. except for one particular module. i know i shldnt have flunk it, but well.. at least my GPA still maintains above 3.2.
the only reason why i usually come to blog is i've got something on my mind. hmmmm. abit confused. i know i shouldn't sink lower. like some bottomless abyss. its up to myself now to stop and think about my options.
but then again, its just as pointless as to think so much. i should focus on the more important priorities man.
on a side note. i realised i'm listening to class95's love songs. lolol how ironic
so i guess its kinda true what kelvin said:
whatever comes will come your way, fate inevitably plays a part, but its up to you to seize the chance. then again, even if you grab that chance, it might turn out to be something that you might not like at all.
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Sunday, July 10, 2011
i wonder does anyone still read this blog? haha.
anyway. a year has passed since i've joined UOC. and the freshies coming in look good! hehehehe.
just hope that this year will pass smoothly... enough of shit stirring le. hahaa.
and yes, i have 7 motherfucking papers to take. i'm so peeved yet i cannot do anything about it.
anyway. a year has passed since i've joined UOC. and the freshies coming in look good! hehehehe.
just hope that this year will pass smoothly... enough of shit stirring le. hahaa.
and yes, i have 7 motherfucking papers to take. i'm so peeved yet i cannot do anything about it.
Thursday, May 26, 2011
so i was packing my stuffs in my drawer.. and out came my secondary school report book and my O level results slip.
i still remember that day. all of us met up to head to school to collect our results slip......
as we were from the last class of the express stream, most of us didnt had high hopes of getting good results. a few of us had the potential though; these few ppl eventually made it to JC and then to university =)
my prelims were bad... pretty bad. i think i scored L1R4 of 19 or 20.. i thought to myself, well, a score of 15 should suffice for me.. i'll probably get into a decent polytechnic course.
i have no wish to go into a JC, even IF my result is good enough. firstly, i loathed the idea of donning a uniform to school again. and the idea of studying every single subject, be it related to what i wanna do in the future or not, just for that A level cert.
secondly, coming from a 1 math and 1 sciences class (i didnt take A-math nor pure physics/chemistry; i took combined sciences. and eventually struggled in my 1st year of poly lolol), i figured out that i would struggle ALOT in a JC.
so anyway, i met up with my secondary school buddies to go back to jurongville for what it might seem to be the last time (i think i went back 1 last time for good after this though).
went to the hall. now, i cant really rmb what happened after this, but the principal probably spoke to us... then congratulate us... blah blah.
then i think he went on to announce the top student in our school.
frankly i think in my whole class no one really bothered. all of us were just anxious to get our results slip. you see, being someone from the last class of the express stream, you don't really get good treatment from the teachers. dont get me wrong, i dont mean that the teachers are really mean and nasty, its just that their attitude towards us are always negative. somewhat like "given up hope on us". plus we always get live "fighting" action in class, there's no wonder that the teachers shun our class like the black plague.
we do not aim to be the top in school, top in class. yes we might have been looked down upon, but i remember during the last few months of school, everyone suddenly woke up. everyone suddenly understood the importance of the O level examination.
and everyone started to study. whether its group study, self-study, study with girlfriend/boyfriend.
on a side note, i remembered we were playing soccer in the street soccer court just weeks before the examination. our discipline master (and now, our vice-principal), came over and took our ball away. he smiled at us and said, "Please guys, i beg you. Go and study with whatever time you guys have! You guys can play all you want after the exams!"
hahhahaahahaha. how funny, the DM is actually pleading with us lololol.
and so the day came. whether we will get into our ideal course. of course, most of us were just aiming for B4s and B3s.
i still remembered my form teacher calling out my name. Mdm Nor Azzah- the lady who called out SEO YUE SIANG. i walked over.
she smiled at me. i think she said, Well done.
hmm. what does it mean?
i looked at my slip.
couple of As and mostly Bs.... wait. no Cs?!
wow. this is quite amazing.
all my life, i've never scored more than a C5 for my mathematics. same goes for my combined humanities.
my friend Lijing (or was it Jiamin?!) came over and helped me to calculate my R4.
"WA ERIC!! your R4!! 12 leh!! not bad not bad!! congrats!!"
i couldnt believe my ears of course. 15 was already a boon for me, but 12?!
me and soe hlaing, my sec sch buddy, were some of the students that improved the most. he scored 11 if im not wrong.
and so those were the days.
i still remember that day. all of us met up to head to school to collect our results slip......
as we were from the last class of the express stream, most of us didnt had high hopes of getting good results. a few of us had the potential though; these few ppl eventually made it to JC and then to university =)
my prelims were bad... pretty bad. i think i scored L1R4 of 19 or 20.. i thought to myself, well, a score of 15 should suffice for me.. i'll probably get into a decent polytechnic course.
i have no wish to go into a JC, even IF my result is good enough. firstly, i loathed the idea of donning a uniform to school again. and the idea of studying every single subject, be it related to what i wanna do in the future or not, just for that A level cert.
secondly, coming from a 1 math and 1 sciences class (i didnt take A-math nor pure physics/chemistry; i took combined sciences. and eventually struggled in my 1st year of poly lolol), i figured out that i would struggle ALOT in a JC.
so anyway, i met up with my secondary school buddies to go back to jurongville for what it might seem to be the last time (i think i went back 1 last time for good after this though).
went to the hall. now, i cant really rmb what happened after this, but the principal probably spoke to us... then congratulate us... blah blah.
then i think he went on to announce the top student in our school.
frankly i think in my whole class no one really bothered. all of us were just anxious to get our results slip. you see, being someone from the last class of the express stream, you don't really get good treatment from the teachers. dont get me wrong, i dont mean that the teachers are really mean and nasty, its just that their attitude towards us are always negative. somewhat like "given up hope on us". plus we always get live "fighting" action in class, there's no wonder that the teachers shun our class like the black plague.
we do not aim to be the top in school, top in class. yes we might have been looked down upon, but i remember during the last few months of school, everyone suddenly woke up. everyone suddenly understood the importance of the O level examination.
and everyone started to study. whether its group study, self-study, study with girlfriend/boyfriend.
on a side note, i remembered we were playing soccer in the street soccer court just weeks before the examination. our discipline master (and now, our vice-principal), came over and took our ball away. he smiled at us and said, "Please guys, i beg you. Go and study with whatever time you guys have! You guys can play all you want after the exams!"
hahhahaahahaha. how funny, the DM is actually pleading with us lololol.
and so the day came. whether we will get into our ideal course. of course, most of us were just aiming for B4s and B3s.
i still remembered my form teacher calling out my name. Mdm Nor Azzah- the lady who called out SEO YUE SIANG. i walked over.
she smiled at me. i think she said, Well done.
hmm. what does it mean?
i looked at my slip.
couple of As and mostly Bs.... wait. no Cs?!
wow. this is quite amazing.
all my life, i've never scored more than a C5 for my mathematics. same goes for my combined humanities.
my friend Lijing (or was it Jiamin?!) came over and helped me to calculate my R4.
"WA ERIC!! your R4!! 12 leh!! not bad not bad!! congrats!!"
i couldnt believe my ears of course. 15 was already a boon for me, but 12?!
me and soe hlaing, my sec sch buddy, were some of the students that improved the most. he scored 11 if im not wrong.
and so those were the days.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
the 2nd semester of school.
a new fresh start from the previous semester.
yes.
well so far school's been a killer. semiconductors, analog electronics, quantum physics, what's there not to love?
and also, what's the point of holding onto something that isn't yours anymore? you are only gonna get yourself stuck at the bottom of the shithole. its time to swim up and leave the shithole.
a new fresh start from the previous semester.
yes.
well so far school's been a killer. semiconductors, analog electronics, quantum physics, what's there not to love?
and also, what's the point of holding onto something that isn't yours anymore? you are only gonna get yourself stuck at the bottom of the shithole. its time to swim up and leave the shithole.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
the script- nothing.
And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around
I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words,
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred,
So I dialed her number and confessed to her,
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing (nothing, nothing...)
well, the holidays are coming to an end. i'm getting my results in a couple of days.
looks like the rat race for me in uni is about to begin.
Thursday, January 6, 2011
happy new year guys.
yes i know its 6 days late but... i can't be fucked to post a new entry here anyways.. no one reads this damn blog.
so what's been happening? hmm. emo shit aside, i've successfully planned my timetable (its a shitty one though, FML), attended the UOC 10.5 beach event (FUCK YOU NTU FUCK YOU STARS PLANNER THANKS TO THE PLANNING YOUR OWN TIMETABLE SHIT AND FUCKING SHITTY TIMING I WASTED LIKE 2HOURS AND I REACHED SENTOSA AT LIKE 5 FUCKING PM AND ALL I GOT WAS A STUPID SHITTY TIMETABLE. bitch fit ends.)
the beach event was awesome though, probably (or rather, the only reason) because all my frens are there and they are awesomeeeee :D i only participated in 2 games because by the time i arrived there the earlier 2 games were over. drinking competition (yes go ahead and laugh at the guy who gets tipsy easily) and candlefight. although we didn't win the championship (Enzo and Martell had a tie) it was still a kick-ass event.
the next few activities i guess would be another wavehouse outing, the malacca overseas trip and yes the start of school.
alright, this has to be the most-non-emo post in the past few months. i shall leave it as it is now, and return when i'm emo again.
riverside, motherfuckers.
yes i know its 6 days late but... i can't be fucked to post a new entry here anyways.. no one reads this damn blog.
so what's been happening? hmm. emo shit aside, i've successfully planned my timetable (its a shitty one though, FML), attended the UOC 10.5 beach event (FUCK YOU NTU FUCK YOU STARS PLANNER THANKS TO THE PLANNING YOUR OWN TIMETABLE SHIT AND FUCKING SHITTY TIMING I WASTED LIKE 2HOURS AND I REACHED SENTOSA AT LIKE 5 FUCKING PM AND ALL I GOT WAS A STUPID SHITTY TIMETABLE. bitch fit ends.)
the beach event was awesome though, probably (or rather, the only reason) because all my frens are there and they are awesomeeeee :D i only participated in 2 games because by the time i arrived there the earlier 2 games were over. drinking competition (yes go ahead and laugh at the guy who gets tipsy easily) and candlefight. although we didn't win the championship (Enzo and Martell had a tie) it was still a kick-ass event.
the next few activities i guess would be another wavehouse outing, the malacca overseas trip and yes the start of school.
alright, this has to be the most-non-emo post in the past few months. i shall leave it as it is now, and return when i'm emo again.
riverside, motherfuckers.
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