hello everyone. how have you guys been?

been listening to this song for sometime now. its really good. meaningful too.





life has been pretty boring so far. other than school work, i have CCA tchoukball trainings, gym, FYP to do.. oh yeah a few days back i finally got to play soccer again! like, after 4-5 months.

Frankly speaking, I've never been a huge fan or really really like Tchoukball, but i guess its okay to try out something new. Football has always been my love and passion. Funny though, I don't bother keeping track of football news and stuffs. Whenever friends start to talk about the latest news or whatever bullshit I'll just space out.....

don't give a fuck anyways.. haha

Sorry people. No interesting stories, no pathetic encounters to share with you guys today.


my life is just stagnant now.

what is, or was, your biggest regret in college?

without hesitation, its definitely failing one of my core modules.


yup.

its not "not getting a girlfriend". its about getting a F grade.

up till now, i find myself not really fully over it. all my life, for all my major examinations, i have never ever failed any subject. to find myself failing one during college is...... well kinda unbelievable and shocking.

i was in hong kong when i saw my results.

i didn't really sleep well, but i tried to enjoy myself there as much as possible. thank goodness for 2 of my crazy friends who tried to cheer me up (offering to pay for a prostitute for me isn't really the best solution though).


that semester, i scored very well. in fact it was the only semester that i've scored that well. and everything came crashing down with a F grade. it was a core, not an elective that i can S/U.

i had to squeeze in that module in the following year. i had to attend extra classes and face the same professors again.

i had to prepare for an extra examination paper.

the GPA took a plunge, but fortunately, thanks to my other papers, it did not take a huge fall. my hopes of securing at least a 2nd upper honours was gone. now i'm on the borderline for a 2nd lower.

oh man.


well i can sort of comfort myself by saying i attempted 7 core modules in a single semester. juggling 7 papers was no easy feat. that semester was the worst one. i lost weight before the examination period.

honestly speaking i don't even know how i failed that damn module. funny how life turns out; i scored a B- for the toughest module and i failed the midterms for that one.


the professor probably hates me. but guess what: NO ONE LIKES HIM TOO.