:(

when will you ever learn.


its kinda funny sometimes, when you think you are quite old enough to understand certain things, or make certain decisions. then you get it right back in your face. tables are turned against you.

you get ridiculed.

not only misunderstood, but ridiculed.

no, don't shake your head and let it go with a smile, thinking, "Oh it happens.. shit happens. I'll just get over it. Gahh...."

no.

you need to learn. its not a shameful thing or embarrassing thing to learn from such situations.

its only through learning that you don't make the same mistake again.

ridiculed. again.



goodness.



makes me feel like such a huge loser.

and i tell myself, this shall not happen again. never.