i just browsed through my old photos, both my university junior days and also my poly days..

my poly days, especially, holds more fond memories than my uni days. the 3 damn years with the same guys.... words just can't do justice to what and how i feel...

memories of the life we had in poly, the stupid things we did back then, fooling around, drinking and smoking our lives away...

haha. and now, we are all adults, some of us working, some of us studying, some of us both working and studying.

this is something money cannot buy back. no matter how rich you are.

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my uni first year got off to a great, i mean, FUCKING GREAT start... joined the orientation camp. got to know so many fucking awesome people.

that girl, too. its something that i should just leave it as it is, the status we are now is just as fine. friends.

university is a huge change from poly. the pace of life is much faster. the people you meet are more varied (partly due to the fact that my tutorial group in poly remains unchanged for the whole damn 3 years and i did not join any CCAs).

i also reconnected with some primary school and secondary school friends there.

but most importantly it is my Enzo friends. they are my core group of niggas and homies and without them, life simply won't be the same again.

how i miss those 6 days of camp.... haha.

and what yihfang had said really makes sense. even though we don't meet up often, but when we do, we reconnect like old friends without any obvious awkward moments. its like, natural.


well but i do feel a tinge of regret. being a senior later on for Enzy, i felt that i didnt do much to help them bond during the camp. more specifically, i felt that i didnt do enough to make them feel that they had great fun in the camp. could be the lack of sleep, maybe. could be the lack of seniors and SAs.

on the other hand, i feel so good and relieved to see that they had bonded tremendously after the camp. (esp when they didnt jio us for their steamboat, knn!) but well its inevitable for cliques to form.


okay i guess i shall go sleep now. with a smile on my face :)