its about 10 days to my FYP draft report submission. kinda scary, if you ask me. i mean, time files man. just a few days ago i thought i still had some free time to perhaps go slow on the report.
HOW WRONG.
simulation software ain't working for me, trouble trouble... ARGH.
its 12.15am and i don't really feel like writing much but, i gotta say when i think back on all these while, all these time, i think i might have matured abit. i know, it might be abit late considering i've been through 10 years of basic education, 3 years of tertiary education, 2 years of army and now another 3 years of tertiary education.
i just feel that, perhaps, i can keep my emotions in check better.
okay. if anyone is reading this. please help this poor boy to pray for a good job. pray that he can get one that he really likes.
not a girlfriend. :((
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Sunday, March 3, 2013
Sunday, October 28, 2012
hello everyone. how have you guys been?
been listening to this song for sometime now. its really good. meaningful too.
life has been pretty boring so far. other than school work, i have CCA tchoukball trainings, gym, FYP to do.. oh yeah a few days back i finally got to play soccer again! like, after 4-5 months.
Frankly speaking, I've never been a huge fan or really really like Tchoukball, but i guess its okay to try out something new. Football has always been my love and passion. Funny though, I don't bother keeping track of football news and stuffs. Whenever friends start to talk about the latest news or whatever bullshit I'll just space out.....
don't give a fuck anyways.. haha
Sorry people. No interesting stories, no pathetic encounters to share with you guys today.
my life is just stagnant now.
been listening to this song for sometime now. its really good. meaningful too.
life has been pretty boring so far. other than school work, i have CCA tchoukball trainings, gym, FYP to do.. oh yeah a few days back i finally got to play soccer again! like, after 4-5 months.
Frankly speaking, I've never been a huge fan or really really like Tchoukball, but i guess its okay to try out something new. Football has always been my love and passion. Funny though, I don't bother keeping track of football news and stuffs. Whenever friends start to talk about the latest news or whatever bullshit I'll just space out.....
don't give a fuck anyways.. haha
Sorry people. No interesting stories, no pathetic encounters to share with you guys today.
my life is just stagnant now.
Sunday, October 7, 2012
what is, or was, your biggest regret in college?
without hesitation, its definitely failing one of my core modules.
yup.
its not "not getting a girlfriend". its about getting a F grade.
up till now, i find myself not really fully over it. all my life, for all my major examinations, i have never ever failed any subject. to find myself failing one during college is...... well kinda unbelievable and shocking.
i was in hong kong when i saw my results.
i didn't really sleep well, but i tried to enjoy myself there as much as possible. thank goodness for 2 of my crazy friends who tried to cheer me up (offering to pay for a prostitute for me isn't really the best solution though).
that semester, i scored very well. in fact it was the only semester that i've scored that well. and everything came crashing down with a F grade. it was a core, not an elective that i can S/U.
i had to squeeze in that module in the following year. i had to attend extra classes and face the same professors again.
i had to prepare for an extra examination paper.
the GPA took a plunge, but fortunately, thanks to my other papers, it did not take a huge fall. my hopes of securing at least a 2nd upper honours was gone. now i'm on the borderline for a 2nd lower.
oh man.
well i can sort of comfort myself by saying i attempted 7 core modules in a single semester. juggling 7 papers was no easy feat. that semester was the worst one. i lost weight before the examination period.
honestly speaking i don't even know how i failed that damn module. funny how life turns out; i scored a B- for the toughest module and i failed the midterms for that one.
the professor probably hates me. but guess what: NO ONE LIKES HIM TOO.
without hesitation, its definitely failing one of my core modules.
yup.
its not "not getting a girlfriend". its about getting a F grade.
up till now, i find myself not really fully over it. all my life, for all my major examinations, i have never ever failed any subject. to find myself failing one during college is...... well kinda unbelievable and shocking.
i was in hong kong when i saw my results.
i didn't really sleep well, but i tried to enjoy myself there as much as possible. thank goodness for 2 of my crazy friends who tried to cheer me up (offering to pay for a prostitute for me isn't really the best solution though).
that semester, i scored very well. in fact it was the only semester that i've scored that well. and everything came crashing down with a F grade. it was a core, not an elective that i can S/U.
i had to squeeze in that module in the following year. i had to attend extra classes and face the same professors again.
i had to prepare for an extra examination paper.
the GPA took a plunge, but fortunately, thanks to my other papers, it did not take a huge fall. my hopes of securing at least a 2nd upper honours was gone. now i'm on the borderline for a 2nd lower.
oh man.
well i can sort of comfort myself by saying i attempted 7 core modules in a single semester. juggling 7 papers was no easy feat. that semester was the worst one. i lost weight before the examination period.
honestly speaking i don't even know how i failed that damn module. funny how life turns out; i scored a B- for the toughest module and i failed the midterms for that one.
the professor probably hates me. but guess what: NO ONE LIKES HIM TOO.
Sunday, September 9, 2012
:(
when will you ever learn.
its kinda funny sometimes, when you think you are quite old enough to understand certain things, or make certain decisions. then you get it right back in your face. tables are turned against you.
you get ridiculed.
not only misunderstood, but ridiculed.
no, don't shake your head and let it go with a smile, thinking, "Oh it happens.. shit happens. I'll just get over it. Gahh...."
no.
you need to learn. its not a shameful thing or embarrassing thing to learn from such situations.
its only through learning that you don't make the same mistake again.
ridiculed. again.
goodness.
makes me feel like such a huge loser.
and i tell myself, this shall not happen again. never.
when will you ever learn.
its kinda funny sometimes, when you think you are quite old enough to understand certain things, or make certain decisions. then you get it right back in your face. tables are turned against you.
you get ridiculed.
not only misunderstood, but ridiculed.
no, don't shake your head and let it go with a smile, thinking, "Oh it happens.. shit happens. I'll just get over it. Gahh...."
no.
you need to learn. its not a shameful thing or embarrassing thing to learn from such situations.
its only through learning that you don't make the same mistake again.
ridiculed. again.
goodness.
makes me feel like such a huge loser.
and i tell myself, this shall not happen again. never.
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